starting out new again

well.. my dland blog.. seems to b down. and i've grown smewhat tired of it. smehow. and part of me.. thinks i might haf lost the impulse to write. maybe. but i guess.. todae.. i just sort of felt the impulse to start smth new. to jus get on and try smth new. so here we are.

i havne't realli been writing at length on the new sch yr so far. the three weeks into it that we've already come. time flies.. it barely feels like it. and to be so little thru a new yr.. and behold all tt's going to happen this yr.. is smewhat scary. a new yr.. hmm.. sme things change and sme stay the same. sme things u thot might've changed.. realli haven't changed that much after all. so much for that. but all in all.. i am.. glad to b back in sch again. CJ still remains.. a decision i dont regret making. coming to CJ has made a lot of things happen for me this yr. and helped me to realise [better] who i am. sort of. i think.

fridae.. was a busy dae. econs test was bleah.. gp essay was crap. [science and tech is AWFUL] i wld nvr in my right mind, write an essay on science and tech.. good grief. well.. the highlight was supposed to b dinner w sc friends. had pe and then bathed in sch and then left w char. pe was the slackest ever. and prolly the retard-ed ever. sheesh.. michael tan lah. but oh well. bathed and changed in sch toilet aft tt. super conscious of changing in sch. and thot indochine was like sme super posh kinda place. so i was kinda dressy lah. oh well. anihow.. dinner was pretty good. cept for the 5 dollar drinks. sheesh. meeting up w old friends.. hmm.. pple change lah.. let's sae. semi-dis-satisfied.. but well.. wad to do? it was still good to meet up i guess. then chatting w char aft tt.. left me kinda down. [no fault of char's!] yep.

i was numb yest.. and jus a bit down. then saw smeone at buona vista bus stop when we were on the wae[driving] to a relative's hsewarming. and seeing tt smeone made me think of smeone else. kinda wondered if we had passed jus a lil later.. if i wld've seen tt smeone else there. sheesh. [busybodies.. dont go poking around.. i wont mention names] but oh well. hmm.. then the high came after we went running at macritchie. CJ cross-country's coming up again.. and i hope to get within the top 15 this time. J1 yr.. caught me by surprise.. was realli happy tt i got 15th place.. :p heh.. this time.. well.. we'll hafta c. had a good run. and realli.. smetimes i feel there's nth tt can give u the same satisfactory high as a realli good run. :)

todae.. spent a good part of the dae reading LKY's memoirs.. for background knwledge for hist. ok lah.. tho i do wish the guy wrote more interestingly. it kinda put me to slp for abt half an hr earlier in the dae. sighs.. all cos van wanted to bring the laptop to sch for her presentation lah.. otherwise i wld've been doing the hist SBQ. so most of todae was spent with tt book.. and sme with Return of the Native. hmm.. smetimes.. i realli feel i cld b a Eustacia.. tho prolly a much less dramatic one. hah.

a new blog.. add inspired by u. sighs.

feelin super sian. despite my rather good mood aft church this evening. was out in the garden.. when the lyrics of the U2 song came to me. [also where the inspiration for my blog title came from]

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
Don't need it now
Was a beautiful day

aaah well.. shal busy myself with dressing up this new blog. :)
if you thot i'd b less longwinded.. hahaha.. :D