my insanity

where are u?
i wonder..
OH GOD!!.. there u are. [coming frm the left]
look right cher, look right.
phew, close shave.

where are u?
i wonder..
OH GOD!!.. there u are. [sitting at a nearby table facing me]
dont look cher, dont look.
BUT.. look!!.. cmon..
and i can't help but look.

oh no.. u saw.
at least..
i think, u did.
ostrich tendencies in me arise..
i need to
find a hole to bury my head in.

and i wonder.. if it'd make
a difference
at all.

when im with near you.. i feel like i cld die.. and tt wld b alright. alright.

sigh.

u're prolly laughing now. jus a simple poem to sort of bring across.. wad i go thru. almost everydae.