she.
we live in a sad sad world where people rarely bother to try and relate to other people. they only know how to want other people to relate to them. i guess im learning.. that when u try to split urself into two.. so as to get the best of both worlds.. there will b times when.. you're not as tight with the rest in each respective group. to both, you are.. just the passing wind. not unwelcome.. and not a stranger.. but passing. i suppose it gets to me smetimes.. but it is what i chose for myself. so i'll live with it.
i haven't written in a long time now. haven't even been on the laptop the whole week. hmm.. im a way.. i like this new timetable... although there's less happy hours during break.. and there's less breaks.. we get off really quite early almost everyday. and that gives me motivation to study. i'll stay in sch awhile longer.. till abt 5ish usually and just study at one of my favourite spots.. the tables near the grandstand there. and i can usually get a decent amount of work done and it makes me happy. yes, it makes me happy. haha.. the nerdification process has begun. only, i must find a way to make myself do lots of economics very very VERY soon. that mountain is building up. and while im steadily tackling the history mountain.. the econs mountain.. is still looking preeetty daunting.
dad's birthday and shooting j1 orientation and bible sharing cancelled. and tomorrow there's going to be a practical criticism mock from 3-6ish. im extremely pissed off that it's taking up good hours that could have been well used studying. i was planning to do my history readings. speaking of which, oh haha.. isaac/issac and the photocopying machineS in the library today after school. that was very funny. lol :P haha then there's training at cdans on sat frm 9-11am. and i can't go to yy's birthday party. and there's church on saturday. so that's a quick skim of the week.. what's come and gone and some of what's yet to come. haix. stressed.. and scared.. itz ALREADY april. as of today [ref date of entry].. there's 218 days left to my first A Level paper. might still seem like a big number.. but hey.. there's still going to be prelims. and i dont wanna only be truly ready the day before the REAL A Level paper. scared.. so scared. haix.
and there's news that they're going to change the timetable again. having mixed feelings.. i like this schedule for the extra time it affords me to study in school. which to me, after school hours.. in school.. is where i study quite well. and i hope the tchrs and coach and bro paul lets us train at SAFRA, cos i definitely CAN'T train at night. need to STUDY.
and slight inspiration from reading manda's blog.. She is her own person, yet sometimes fails to see herself. She wishes the mood of her day wasn't measured out by whether or not she gets to bump into or talk with you. she chides herself for the effect you have on her.. and can't help but wonder if you know [and what exactly you (think you) know].
i haven't written in a long time now. haven't even been on the laptop the whole week. hmm.. im a way.. i like this new timetable... although there's less happy hours during break.. and there's less breaks.. we get off really quite early almost everyday. and that gives me motivation to study. i'll stay in sch awhile longer.. till abt 5ish usually and just study at one of my favourite spots.. the tables near the grandstand there. and i can usually get a decent amount of work done and it makes me happy. yes, it makes me happy. haha.. the nerdification process has begun. only, i must find a way to make myself do lots of economics very very VERY soon. that mountain is building up. and while im steadily tackling the history mountain.. the econs mountain.. is still looking preeetty daunting.
dad's birthday and shooting j1 orientation and bible sharing cancelled. and tomorrow there's going to be a practical criticism mock from 3-6ish. im extremely pissed off that it's taking up good hours that could have been well used studying. i was planning to do my history readings. speaking of which, oh haha.. isaac/issac and the photocopying machineS in the library today after school. that was very funny. lol :P haha then there's training at cdans on sat frm 9-11am. and i can't go to yy's birthday party. and there's church on saturday. so that's a quick skim of the week.. what's come and gone and some of what's yet to come. haix. stressed.. and scared.. itz ALREADY april. as of today [ref date of entry].. there's 218 days left to my first A Level paper. might still seem like a big number.. but hey.. there's still going to be prelims. and i dont wanna only be truly ready the day before the REAL A Level paper. scared.. so scared. haix.
and there's news that they're going to change the timetable again. having mixed feelings.. i like this schedule for the extra time it affords me to study in school. which to me, after school hours.. in school.. is where i study quite well. and i hope the tchrs and coach and bro paul lets us train at SAFRA, cos i definitely CAN'T train at night. need to STUDY.
and slight inspiration from reading manda's blog.. She is her own person, yet sometimes fails to see herself. She wishes the mood of her day wasn't measured out by whether or not she gets to bump into or talk with you. she chides herself for the effect you have on her.. and can't help but wonder if you know [and what exactly you (think you) know].
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