things i hate

i hate when mum and dad are right.
[give them credit as parents for being right.. but dont we all hate it when our parents are right?]

yes, im timid.
im not particlarly driven by initiative and smetimes i need a little pushing before i actually get anything done.
YES, i wont try to deny.

but i am trying to do some of the things of my own accord already.
and i wont let my ego swell with over-confidence.
over-confidence is just pretending you're good at smth you actualy realli suck at.
useful skill for life.. yeah i think so.
but i aint one of those pple who can pretend to be smth im not.
im just no damn good at that.

there are things which im good at and things which i suck at.
and as far as possible.. i try to just stick to the things i noe i can do.
and it's human nature to like them more.
i noe you'd prefer if i sucked it up and conquered it all.. but.. that's not quite my make-up.

i hate to admit that you're right.
but you are.. to sme extent.
my room's a mess.
i hate to clear.. and im blatantly procrastinating.

yes.. im a floater.
it is often said of me.. that i generally float thru life.. without realli takin much initiative, pushing for what i want.

i'll have you know.. it takes a certain degree of skill of float too.
i let you guys say what you wanna say. - which usually means swaying me and my original inclination.
and beyond that.. i dont push things much.. cos of the differences we have in views.
because you'll just say im being stubborn [for not seeing things your way], and even sometimes because you've managed to show me some merit in an option i would not originally have considered and suddenly.. i can't just go with my gut-feel anymore.


i hate that i depend on you so much.
that this spat of potential suaning has made me more conscious.
because the last thing i'd want to do is lose you as a friend.
and a great friend at that.

i hate the recent spat.. for feeding the over-reader in me.
i dont want to give it extra cause.

the smile.. when im with you.. when im talking with you.. when im chatting with you.
last time i checked.. it was there.
i dont noe what to think.

the fact prevails however.. im sure it isn't what i think.
i dont want to think anymore.


i can swoon watching 'ten things i hate about you' rofl.
heath ledger: "can't take my eyes off of you.. you feel like heaven to touch.. i wanna hold you so much.. .. I LOVE YOU BABY.. "
cher: .. oooohhhh.. *smiles wide smile* [sings along a little], so sweet.

okay.. i can hear you going SHEEEEEESSHHH.

"send smeone to love me.. "
"walk alone with me"
"wonderwall"
-IM STILL WAITING.

"there are many things that i would like to say to you,
but i dont noe how..
i said maybe.. you're gonna be the one that saves me..
and after all.. you're my wonderwall"
-do you even noe you're my wonderwall?