disappointment

sigh.
i feel so jaded now.

jra: first the himbo reply to trying to get you out for haagen daz. and then your not coming to carolling cos it "really aint" your "kinda thing". i swear, i've had it. total letdown.

you not coming for carolling..
its onli the disappointment of the Y-E-A-R.

i noe the connection's gone.
ur anti-social ways..
and i rmbr i mentioned carolling to you a long time ago, and at tt point you expressed tt you'd like to come.. and asked if grandma cooked buah keluak.

"really aint" your "kinda thing" pls dont bullshit me.
i already said, you dont even hafta sing if you dont want to.
but it doesn't matter, its not realli about that, is it?

and i thought maybe just maybe, a proper chance might surface after the A's.
but no.

i swear i must be jaded.

another one.. just like well, all the guys i've liked before.. JUST NOT THAT INTO ME.
damn.
and just when i began to hope again.
damn.