there ya go char. :)

ok yeah.. char i read ya loud and clear. realised that i havne't blogged in an eternity. seriously.. quite an eternity.. been 2 weeks now. well.. life's been pretty busy with the normal ups and downs.

wad can i sae?.. there've been v v depressing, unhappy moments.. like getting back CT grades. i've got enemies see.. find another word for 'enemies' which has three letters. those three letters make up my grades. and if u can't find the word.. hah.. u're not the onli one.. even sme of my closest friends haha.. cldn't either. lol. yeah pretty pathetic grades. and in my case.. itz not realli cos of lots of time taken by up extensive trainings.. or family problems or anything.. itz laziness and not trying hard enough. even tho there wasn't enough time and it was all v rushed. oh wells. realli not looking forward to PTM.. and itz on a saturday this time.. :(.. not aft a sch day.. where there might b a reasonable chance of bumpin into pple. bleah. lol.

at the same time.. there've been many ups lately too. very very unexpected ups mind you. and i shan't post abt them lah. too yeah. n sekali another "devious" collaboration btw char and imr cmes abt again. haha. ;0p but realli yeah.. unexpected ups which have realli made me extremely high and happy.

and then.. there's wed bible sharing.. and EASTER. hmm.. i dont think there's been an easter where i've been so involved as this year. tt's when i got to thinking that there's a lot of things abt these last two yrs that im realli glad happened.. tt im realli glad i was able to b a part of. then there are those things.. which were a lil late in coming/happening.. but hey.. itz come hasn't it?.. so im not gonna sae anything lah. maloo.. hah.. dont even need to talk abt tt word w me lah. lol. oh wells.

term 2 resolution.. need to be more hardworking. im goin ta hafta b online a lot less. i gotta do a lot more work. hmms.. and i saw try to communicate more.. w as much ease as i can. hahaha.. :D i gtg now. easter wkend.. everybody thinks we've got a FREE wkend.. hah.

and im realli glad church grp started doing the bible sharing.. and tt we've been covering the passion bits too. w all that and the sharing.. itz made me a lot more aware abt e passion and e whole idea of wad's goin on. and the lovely reflection we had thurs morning at sch. lovely.. all two times i've heard tt song i've cried. catholics/ christians reali oughta download it and listen to it. [why.. by nicole nordeman] and saw lavinia's dad at mass yest. haha.. and i like greeting and helping out. yay... lookin forward to easter vigil.. ms koh and dame are getting baptised. :D hope they'll like their presents. :)

"a lotta happiness in.. smile" "jus smile for me.." 'crazy for wanting liking u.. maybe do u think u cld want like me too?'

"till my brain is fried"

so the mar hols are here.. yipee yiyay.. big hairy deal. i've set a schedule for studying lots this mar hols. tho itz onli a week long. and well.. already jus as the hols have begun.. i've gotten in trouble w mom and dad twice. twice. sheesh.. over to me.. very very very ridiculous issues. haix. i dont quite feel like elaborating lah. too much time and effort and itz jus realli not worth it. haix.

mak-ko's workin frm home todae! yay. hahas.. and i've turned down two offers to go out todae. haix.. ling zhi to study a bit then go and buy clothes n threading.. [her not me].. then char to go watch hitch. haix.. got to study lah. damn history.. mom did thephotocopying for me yest.. whoa.. the sea nationalism readings. can die lah. haix.. then still trying to go thru the UN package so that i can do the SBQ properly w timing and contextual knowledge and all. feel so bad. oh well.. nvm.. still want to try and get a grp of shooting pple to go watch hitch before training one of these days lah. hopefully fridae?..

k lah. shall try not to b online so much. not least till wed/thurs nite.. i think. oh and tmr nite there's penitential.. then wed.. bible sharing. so yeah. if im online at all frm now on.. prolly arnd 11.30-ish onli. trying to get sme discipline in the picture.. cos i want to chat w pple online.. but mus also get work done so yeah. i gtg now. brain's pretty fried aniwae.. no real feeling for a proper lengthy entry.

beggars can't b choosers

itz been a looong dae.. a long but relatively happy dae. itz been a rather good week.. i realli hafta thank god when i think abt it.. itz jus too lovely. sighs. hmm new flooble box up.

more communication at long last. and at the same time tonight.. i can't help feeling a little.. jus a little used. tho i noe itz not actually the person's fault. i mean.. i did more than i was asked to do.. of my own accord. but yeah.. esp since the person left shortly aft tt. hmm.. oh well. beggars.. realli can't b choosers. wad else can i sae?.. least the person suaned me todae. :) and in a wae.. i guess i dont realli mind all thaaaat much.

i shld go lah. lots of things to be done b4 slp. like setting uniform. lol. didn't get all of wad i had intended to do done tonight.. thnx to helping that person. maybe tt's why im sorta wondering if it was worth it. well.. i guess we'll find out tmr ya. yeah. i got to go now. shall blog abt today in more detail soon. *promise.

updated

doodle board's back up.. my links finally work and photo albums are up. enjoy everybody. :) im such a bum. been on the comp alll dae. sighs. gonna snack on chicken in a biskit for half an hr [so tt im still alright for the hr before mass].. and read sme UN. ciao

cloud 9

i find myself.. back on the cloud again. let's just sae.. that since CTs have ended.. in these past few days.. i've had sooo much fun and so much time out.. im jus on a wonderful high now. and well.. fun long msn chats all over again. gosh.. itz been sooooo long.

the wonderful bdae celebration that 2t9 gave me.. totally surprised me by being at my house. haha.. and they even got pizza and not forgetting the egg and flour tradition they started. lol.. when mark popped by aft i'd entered my room. haha.. then imran cracked an egg into my hair.. and went.. 'now u're 18'.. rofl.. and then surprising mark the next dae. haha.. tt was super fun lah.. powder shower.. lol.. pity idn't get ta meet up w wan at the same time. wld've been fun to bump into her while we were there. shucks lah.

then getting a present for dame's baptism... and going to the play with the gals yest.. and the going arnd the esplanade shops getting van's bdae presents. woohoo.. feel so happy when im spending money getting pple stuff i noe they'll like. :D.. but gonna b in big trouble. i was calculating yest.. how much i've spent.. over the last three days. and err.. well.. quite shocking. indeed. gotta stop the spending spree. soon. rofl.. see how lah.. in a wae.. i noe itz cos buying things jus makes me happy lah.. and i haven't been ou v much since the sch year began.. and so yeah. the sudden impulse to buy stuff. :).. and well.. consolation that it wans't all for me. large chunk covers stuff for other pple too. so yeah.

EH CJ PPLE.. DO THE CJC COLAC SURVEYS. by 23.59 todae. lol..

i nearly forgot abt it lah. aniwaez.. mom n dad and all are beginning to come up from bfast.. and well.. as much as i hate to leave.. for a myriad of reasons.. i shld realli go.

i REALLI hope there's no training for j1s this coming wednesdae.. can we go for a shooting club outing.. to go watch hitch??!!... pretty pretty pls. we barely go for cca outings. hoping and wishing. crossing all my fingers, toes.. :D

i gtg now. hope to b back again soon.

2t9 official stamp of age 18

hello everybody. i haven't written in the longest time.

ntu shoot. well.. it was a dae with a very early start.. but mak-ko sent me and yeah it was a nice morning. helped out abit.. hmm.. whoa.. nerve-wracking to wait frm 7am-ish for my detail at 2.30pm. i brought stuff to study.. but no mood lah.. plus.. well.. was kinda nice to watch as well. and can't help being anxious for pple u noe. qian hui and huda and tze qin and shimone and dawn came back. tt was realli nice.. ta see those pple again.. and regular suaning and jokes going all round. :) and the thing is.. i actually didn't feel too bad while i was shoting. despite all the reservations i had earlier had abt being sandwiched btw rj and ntu... i didn't realli look at their cards at all.. [which is as it shld b lah] so yeah.. but i didn't do very well at all. came to 286/400. quite lousy lah. by nationals.. i hope to hit 310.. cos otherwise.. i realli feel like shit lah.. i mean.. 286 is by no means.. representing-sch-standard lah. felt quite depressed aft that. and well.. also for other certain reasons. i dont noe.. sme pple jus irritate me.. [even tho i noe they may not mean to.. but argh, enough already lah].. ohh.. btw.. thnx everybody for the support y'all gave when i was nervous abt the competition. realli appreciate it. :0)

with that came the start of cts. and many bdae wishes. :).. cts.. were rather painful.. and i realli dont noe. hope i wont do tooo badly. tho having said tt i dont expect to do particularly well either. oh wells.. itz over. and how did i celebrate the ending of cts?.. went for a haircut!!.. at far east.. klearcut.. and outta 6 of us.. dell, rah, rach, res, syim and myself.. four of us cut our hair there. FOUR. rofl.. hahas.. then we went to thread eyebrows.. lol. realli a beautification dae. the tai-tai life. rofl.. hahas.. and i bumped into sonia on the bus on the wae home. lol.. came home took a bath and then had dinner and went for church grp meeting.

yummy fried rice kudos to aunty may.... and it was jus realli realli great to see everybody again. :0). wonderful.. i love the state our group has reached.. how comfortable we are with each other.. and how we can alwaez make jokes and laugh at and with each other. :D.. and george joined us too.. and so tt was nice.. did sme bible study.. discussed sme basic plans and then we dispersed. and hiresh, george, dame and i were walkin outta church.. cos aunty may, uncle andrew n andrea went back by car, kelly and sonia.. their moms had already came to get them towards the end so yeap. and jus as his dad came.. and he was abt to leave.. george took this lil present for me.. saein happy bdae. tt was a realli nice surpise. and so superly sweet. :).. [cos he's sis' friend and i onli noe him thru her] *jus in case u're reading.. THANKS GEORGE!!.. *hugz*

and my my.. after todae.. the word "surprise" has taken on a WHOLE new meaning.. [thnx to the ever creative and wonderufl 2t9] bdae celebrations proper. sooooo superbly sweet of y'all.. all the planning and organisation that must've gone into the whole thing.. im soooo touched. :).. had quite an adventure todae.. :)was supposed ta meet them at far east at 11.45.. so i got out abit earlier.. v farnie.. this acjc couple were like lookin at the sign on my bag in the bus haha. the girl pointed it out.. and the guy.. like smiled at me then looked at it.. or smth. haha.. got off the bus.. walked arnd abit.. trying to find the addidas shoe bag.. but erm.. for specific reasons.. i can't haf the blue one. aniwae.. i cldn't even find lah.. and i got blisters lah.. hadta go buy plaster. [back to the bdae celeb sotry] yeah.. these wonderful pple.. bluff me lah. 1st said tt char was sad abt the maths paper and her and imr weren't gonna meet. then.. get me all worried.. tho i found the part abt her being v v v sad abt the maths to b a lil.. wierd. nvm.. tt's the first part. then 2nd part.. sarah, mojo, selina and wing.. being extremely fickle abt where they wanted to eat. lol.. kept telling me one place then change to another lah. [all part of their plan of course].. they were trying to purposely get me lost lah. basket. and i must admit.. i was quite good.. [cos on my own b4 they came.. i had already walked all over far east.. n i thot i had already oriented myself quite well] lol.. the last one.. was standing outside ice lemon tee when they said to meet at hans.. and i reali didn' noe how to get there.. turned out it was jus arnd the bend. sheesh. haha.. ate w them.. then walkd arnd. v happy.. managed to buy sme stuff todae.. my impulsive need to buy jus to make myself happy.. which had to b suppressed w the onset of cts. :).. haha.. yepps. then got a calll frm mak-ko saein tt she needed me to b home to bring mama to dentist.. askin me to get a cab. okie dokie.. and luckily the cab came fast. :) got home and char came out.. and then imran was there.. not so surprising.. then JAIMES came out.. hahaaha.. tt was surprising. rofl.. ok nvm.. then went to my room.. and mark popped up. gave me a shock lah!!.. hahaha.. and then they cracked egg on my hair.. and put flour on me. :0(.. first time i've been egged. rofl :P.. k lah.. then i had a bath.. hadta salvage my beige giordano shirt.. which had also been egged. haha.. and the posters they put arnd my room lah.. wah lao.. "LOST GIRL... birthday girl gone missing.. last seen acting suspiciously outside *AHEM* classroom".. and "be kind to the directionally challenged, give directions generously" and lastly "dont follow her. she's lost too".. i think god was tryin ta warn me w tt couple tt took notice of the sign on the bus. lol.. :0P [i'll post up a pic of one of the posters at a later stage]

itz getting late.. and i hafta go to slp.. there's plans for tmr.. among which incl getting back chin results.. which im quite worried abt. so basically.. i had a very eventful dae.. sabotaged by the whole family. and lied to by everybody. :(.. even saraaaaaah tee.. :0[ lol.. hahahas.. and i got my face smashed in cake. [mrs field's thin brwnie one lah.. but stil..] haha..

and dad got me an ipod for bdae present!!!.. :D.. im all smiles now. [*ouch.. did i jus suan myself?]