on the dot

hi y'all.. i didn't write animore over the wkend. cos well.. got kinda busy lah. saturdae.. woke up early and made myself cup noodles for bfast. return of the naive essay.. real substance. :D then read the LKY memoirs.. then got started on some econs. then i was asking dad if we cld run at MacRitchie BEFORE lunch. cos im certain.. there is no wae i can run properly on a full stomach. and im running for serious. :) so yep. went to clinic w dad and worked there while mom n he cleaned the clinic.. cny period. so yepps. got a concept map for econs national income done.

later on dad n i went running at macRitchie. ran arnd 4pm. good stuff. :D.. no music again. due to the misbehaviour of my mp3 player.. [and i still can't help wanting the mp3 below btw] so no choice. ran w van's stopwatch in my hand. was superly stressed lah.. cos the last time, on thurs i ran 22mins.. and i was scared tt i wld b slower. and as it turned out.. i was faster haha.. by all of erm.. one minute. hahahas.. reached the finish line on the dot at 20.59. :) good stuff. was superbly happy w myself.

then aft tt had dinner w mom's side.. at hang ren tang... yummmy food and the first yu shang of the year. mmmMmmmmMMMmm.. i had a nice hearty meal. :) tho erm mom and dad kinda made things a biit unplesant aft all that.

we went to mcdee's to get sundaes.. van wanted ice cream.. and we called home and asked who wanted. and mom and dad wanted to get for kumari. and grandma was like.. nooono no.. and they went into this whole treat pple w decency thing. sheeesh.. like take it up with the right person can?..

seriously.. mom and dad hafta learn. you CAN'T change the character and perceptions of a 70yr old woman. u JUST can't. and to sme extent.. i dont think u shld even try to. esp when u noe u can't win. oh wells.

aniwae aft tt i came back and did sme econs.. read thru keynes notes. not bad. was quite happy w myself when i went to bed. a cluttered dae within which i still managed to find time to do some decent work. not as much as optimum.. but enuf to still hold myself in sme kind of regard. least i wasn't a total slacker. hahas

hmmm.. todae todae.. announcement:
I DIDN'T SLP DURING LESSONS!!! :D

haha.. no real biiig deal right? but to me.. itz a good thing. realise i've been slping in lotsa lectures lately. tho ms ting's lectures and prolly gp lects will most prolly still b a feature.. shall try to curb all the rest. :) hmmm.. and amazingly.. thnx to my highlighting and going thru the notes the night b4... i cld actually sort of follow ms cheng's econs lect todae. ms cheng k. hahs

lunch at coro w char.. i skipped the bread and soup. and im much less full. goodie. shot well todae. had a good dae at training.. shooting-wise aniwae.

CHAR!! itz NOT ur fault k. and itz not cos of ur absence. dont worry lah. im ok. i'll survive. hahas. there's still joint morning assembly tmr is'nt there?.. im smiling already. :) hahas. catch u pple tmr.

im getting excited. cross country is coming.. and then there's church exhibition this wkend. yay :)

o-m-g.

Rio mp3 player 

im in luurrrvveee!!!

dad's gonna bring the mp3 player in cos itz now not working. and then van started talkin abt the ipod shuffle. and dame wants it too. and i started going arnd the web lookin at mp3 players.. and im so totally in love with this one. it's soooo cuuute and beautiful. w-o-w.

more than alright

im a happy girl. contented and happy again. todae was also relatively queer. the morning didn't keep all it promised. break time had a slight twist.. and not of my doing. hist quiz.. was more challenging than we all thot it wld be. wish i had read more in the morning. [more than one reason why i shldve been there earlier].. hmm.. then training. tt was fine. well.. shooting-wise.. it was awful. but in the other wae.. it was relatively wonderful.

and i also hafta accord thnx to e un-intentional collaborative efforts of olivia and mojo jojo. tho at the time, then.. i REALLI wanted to kill them. well.. mojo especially. hah. boy was tt a twist i nvr suspected. ever. hmmmm.

aft training.. till the pt i was realli too tired to shooot.. and i realised it wldn't make much diff if i pushed myself any harder. then.. got help to pump the air gun. :).. then erm.. we all sat arnd.. jus chatting randomly.. and watching alvin fool arnd.. [trying to show off].. hah. and of cos i lingered arnd longer than was necessary. but oh wells. :).. and.. coach is awae in the US.. like how cool is that?!!.. was asking leong.. how cme coach didn't come.. and leong was like.. oh he's in the US. and then i asked how long is he going to b awae. smeone laughed. :).. then leong said he'd prolly b back b4 cny.. and i was like.. not long enuf.. and smeone smiled. :)

happy dae. in jo's words.. "made contact" hahas..

i got lots of work to do. and mom's on my back. wkends are highly impt and essential. im off to see the wizard... haha.. naahhh.. off to study. Return of the Native Essay calling me. hahs :P

when im near you.. i feel like i cld die and it wld be alright.. alright.

MORE than alright. :)

'22' day.

kinda queer.. tt u shld've tagged wad u did mark. cos yest... i actually very nearly lost the happy happy feeling. i got into the feeling to stupid thing again. but well.. i guess it kinda wore off aft awhile. it comes and goes lah.. wad to do?.. sorta used to it now i guess.

then i sorta got it again this morning. well.. a diff sort. this morning.. i was more.. pissed off.. irritated w myself. bleah.. everyone was slpin in t09.. so there wasn't any fun conversations or anything so i jus popped in and thne went upstairs. and most of my classmates were like kinda dead. we were waiting outside the class for e door opened.. and it jus came over me. and i've no idea why. sheesh.

everybody's getting sick. everybody's moody. :0( sighs. was tryin to pen why im so pissed w myself during religion lesson.. im tired of being so.. on the surface.. and yet.. itz not that i want to go deeper. i dont. and yet.. what else is there?.. isn't there sme kind of in btwn?.. stupid qn. jus like how there isn't a jus sensitive enuf person. u're either over-sensitive.. or under-sensitive. both suck. hmf.

but.. all in all. i think i kinda handled my clash-less fridae pretty well. yeah. and the dell confusion. rach being v v worried.. and syim like saein tt its prolly not tt serious. left me v confused and lost for awhile. rallying back and forth and jus giving everyone the info. realise nw tt i must've been v sheltered in sc.. to nvr haf handled anything like tt b4. [tho tt isn't the kind of experience u realli want lah] and yet.. im jus glad everything's sort of fine now. [least i hope it is].. sighs.. feel the sudden urge to pray.. all these pple arnd me. feeling worried. and lost. dont noe how to deal w things like this. sighs.

tho i am slowly learning to deal with the other thing. i think.

hmmm.. pe todae. pull ups.. i managed to do 22. jus cldn't beat sophie's 25. shucks. but it was good to haf a target to try and beat. :) sit ups.. haha. jus got an A i think. oh wait.. considering i'll b 18 when we take the napfa.. maybe not after all. hmm.. sit and reach.. no wae. already knew i wldn't make it. ohh.. shuttle run!! :D.. ms smith brought us to the one outside the canteen there. so slippery!!.. exchanged shoes w jasmin for awhile.. and we're the same size. hahaha.. her shoes are comfy man. :) wld actually b good if i had flat shoes for shooting too. [no cher.. u've too many pairs of shoes already] ran.. and i slipped.. and i cldn't help it.. the 'f' jus came out. i was like.. 'f' itz so slippery. kinda shocked myself. esp cos ms smith was there. but she didn't sae anything lah. then tried again.. i got 11.34s. argh.. rubbish. i got much much better the last time whne we ran near the canteen.. the pe room there. so tried again later. and i got 10.81s. aaah.. much better. was pretty happy w myself for that. i think i fancy i ran better at the one near the pe room.. but at least.. 11.34s to 10.81 s is not bad. and brandon wah lao.. w his hole-ly shoes.. can still run and get 9-smth s.. im like.. whoa.. v good lah. brandon's farnie.

came home aft that. took the same bus as mr t. AGAIN. oh wells. tho i dont like him as a tchr.. he's ok to talk to lah. asked me the qn again.. 'charlene and u are related is it?'.. aiyah.. we're realli not related. and other random stuff on the wae home. came home.. printed sme pics for mom's bdae pres [photo album sorta thing].. then went to MacRitchie w dad for a run.

my mp3 player is down. im crushed i tell u.. crushed. i dont understand.. why i cna't seem to ad the songs to it. or rather.. on the ocmputer it indicates tt i have but then on its own it can't play. says tt there are no mp3 files. grrr...

so yes. i ran w/o music. and guess what?!!!.... im ecstatic. i clocked in at exactly 22mins. for the whole 4.1km route for the girls. yay.. i think i was doing 25mins last yr.. and last wk when i first started practising w dad. i've practised.. last fri, sun and todae. and the run is on wed. hmm.. i think prolly one more run w dad on sat morning?... cos sundae night is dinner w mom's side. mon might b too close. hmmm.. shall see how. anihow.. im hyped abt the run. i realli realli realli realli hope i get a no. [they onli give up to 15].. and hopefully.. what with, rachel and sophie and the guys.. gao they all are also quite fast.. maybe we can get a class position too!!.. :]

dad was explaining murphy's law to me on the wae hme frm MacRitchie. smth kinda like.. if smth can go wrong.. it most prolly will. and it will most prolly go wrong in the worst possible wae. and he was askin me if i've ever had times when smth happed diff frm the wae i wanted it to go.. or smth like tt. and smehow.. sme of my maloo-ments came to mind. silly lah. haix

training tmr.. 3-7pm. and hist quiz on singapore.. i gotta go and read thru mr rajoo's package in the canteen in the morning again. and smehow.. i think.. tt wld still b a nice wae to start the morning. for more reasons than one. :)

i dont noe why the sight of u still makes me high and shy.
can't even find the word 'hello'..
simple in itself.. but so tough to come out
of my mouth
Eustacia:"How cld she allow herself to become so infatuated w" [smeone she doesn't noe]
Eust didn't have her answer.. and neither do i.

garbled thots

hmm.. prayed the rosary last night b4 going to bed. and i like to think tt todae went well bcos of that. :).. haha.. woke up early and had a good start to e dae.. hmm.. canteen again. for both reasons. :P

well.. smehow. i can't realli rmbr much of todae. it went by rather fast.. cos itz cca wednesdae. hahahaha.. hmmm.. hist lect was realli fun. mr rajoo rawks. i still like narindar.. for her discipline and the fear she instilled in us to take hist seriously and all.. and her fun moments too.. but mr rajoo is so much fun. and i think.. j1 wld've been rather less stressful if we'd had him frm the start. but oh well.

gp lect was a COMPLETE drag. uugh.. ms ting sucks.. tt other low-voiced female tchr sucks. can't believe im actually waiting for ms ban to lecture. i miss my old gp lect grp. no more laughing at farnie alfred pang. bleah.

hist sbq test. aaaaaahhhh.. i near died. we had an hr to do the sbq.. and tt's already 15 mins extra than the actual test time. and i still didn't manage to finish till level 6. [there are 6 levels altogether].. i onli managed to get as far as finishing level 4 and jus starting on level 5. i dont noe.. feel so stressed.. cos once u get the grouping wrong.. as in which sources support or challenge the hypothesis.. then u're in deep shit. and cld loose marks right, left and centre. then hafta think how to evaluate and wad to sae. die lah. i hope they give us lots and lots and lots more practice. i realli need to get within the timing.

clashes?.. plenty todae. those 'oh god' moments.. when i jus want to bury my head underground.. and yet.. if they didn't happen.. i guess i'd look back on the dae as uneventful. sheesh.

training. hmm.. rather slacker-fied todae lah. it was quite fun. cos there was suaning.. which didn't involve me getting suaned. haha.. and i didn't initiate anything. marked a few test papers we gave to the j1s eager to join. then erm.. discussed w sme of the other slackers.. [k not realli discuss lah.. jus briefly talk abt].. the cca t shirt and wad col it shld be.. and where we shld put the clock. hmm.. then helpin out to teach jus a little. wells.. jin rong and shawn n wei jie are damn farnie lah. :).. trainings are fun lah. [for more reasons than one].. looking forward to fridae training. i need to shoot and get everything right. feelin the pressure.. wanna do well for the upcoming competition. [also cos i want to]

lit text-based essay due mon, econs essay due fridae. hist quiz on s'pore on fridae. hhmm.. meeting w church friends.. soon. oh running at MacRitchie again tmr. and tmr is mom's bdae. hmf.

my insanity

where are u?
i wonder..
OH GOD!!.. there u are. [coming frm the left]
look right cher, look right.
phew, close shave.

where are u?
i wonder..
OH GOD!!.. there u are. [sitting at a nearby table facing me]
dont look cher, dont look.
BUT.. look!!.. cmon..
and i can't help but look.

oh no.. u saw.
at least..
i think, u did.
ostrich tendencies in me arise..
i need to
find a hole to bury my head in.

and i wonder.. if it'd make
a difference
at all.

when im with near you.. i feel like i cld die.. and tt wld b alright. alright.

sigh.

u're prolly laughing now. jus a simple poem to sort of bring across.. wad i go thru. almost everydae.

her head's full of songs..

i had meant to write a poem to try and encapsulate how i've been feeling lately. but right now.. w dad's abba music playing in the background.. im a little off. so i'll jus put the song lyrics which haf been floating abt in my head all dae. esp when i saw you.. and you.

I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life, baby, baby
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say
Good-bye

I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling;an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry


When I'm with near you I feel like I could die

And that would be all right, all right

oh wells.. all in all.. im glad for all the breaks and clashes. mondays rawk.. tuesdaeys rawk.. wednesdays rawk.. thursdays are ok.. fridays rawk. four days out of five days in the school week. honestly.. i noe not wad i'd do w/o sch. i swear i'd near-die. haha.. madness. i shld go now. nt w/o leaving u w e other song stuck in my head tho.. heh

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

and w that.. i'll leave you now. mom's gonna start plotting ways to kill me soon if i dont go. so yeah. and i look forward to tmr. :D.. *im a happy gal.. on my own little cloud*..
gdnite everyone. :)

oh happy dae..

and here i am slacking again. i jus finished writing a reply to my ward frm junior class. hmm.. i think the last time we did stuff like tt was in sec sch. sheesh.. but my ward wrote a realli nice post-card and even put it in a muji bag. the paper-ish bag. ok nvm.. so yep. hope she likes her reply.

anihoo... itz been a realli realli realli nice dae. im glad for the good great mood i've been in the last few days. i realli am. hmmm.. where do we start. oh.. went ta the canteen in the morning.. to "study".. which i did sort of.. and then i cldn't help erm.. looking up in the direction of the co-op every now and then. sighs. haha kkaes.. nope, u're not getting a proper explanation.. im sorrie. haha.. hmmm.. religion lesson was fun!!.. we've got this realli fun, hyper cute tchr. ms angela teh.. chem tchr. shez fun and ten tonnes better than ms nathan. hahaha.. phew. so t11 and t33 come to our class. [at tt point.. i kinda wondered whether to b thnkful or not].. but aft the religion lesson.. i figured, yes.. definitely thankful. :)

hmm.. was falling aslp during econs lect. not getting enuf slp yet. then pe. damn.. ran 2.4 todae lah and it was damn bad. i miscounted.. thot i had one more round to go when i was on my last round. therefore.. didn't pick up speed and i got a realli lousy timing. sighs. i better get my counting right man. sheesh. and well.. on the track.. gd grief.. i ca't believe i cldn't think of anything better to sae. sheesh. ridiculous. [nvm.. i noe u dont understand]

hmmm.. tuesdays are good days.. i haf resolved.. due to break clashes and yeah. oh the canteen guy in the orange shirt is REALLI psycho. sheesh.. rach, syim, rah, res, li ling, soph, jas n brandon jus sat in the canteen aft sch and talked cock and ate snacks. cos we were killing time b4 history. :).. and i learnt black magic.. hahahahaha.. :D

then aft history extra lesson.. during which i was seriously falling aslp.. [except for one part.. which reseeena noes abt] yeap. aft tt took bus.. and julian happed to b on the same bus too. haha.. was w res and rachel [t3] then like eh.. tt's ju!!.. [my brother].. haha.. went and sat w him. then i dropped at coro to go and get the moment of anguish. and bought meself a quiche frm delifrance. i was starving. and i had a sickening headache. [sme of which.. i still have].. then came home. was supposed to go to MacRitchie to run.. but with the headache.. and being so tired.. and smewhat unhappy and demoralised frm 2.4 run.. i decided to give it a miss. esp since i figured out tt the cross country is on the 2nd of feb.. not the 29th of jan.. as i had originally thot. sheesh.

and i spent the evening.. lying on the bench in the garden lookin up at the clouds in the nice blue sky. the evenings these days are simply lovely. and i hadta play sme ball w van too. oh wells. and here i am now, blogging. hmm..

there's history sbq test tmr.. thinkin i might go to the canteen early again. to study and for.. erm. other reasons as well. :p mus read moment of anguish. hmm.. :)

a pretty enjoyable dae

todae.. was quite a wonderful dae. not perfect.. nth ever is.. but yeah. enjoyable.

i dont noe.. maybe im jus in one of my happy moods. im not going to complain. :) hmm econs lect.. put me to slp.. the sch lessons part of the dae was pretty boring and fast. for the most part aniwae. hhmm.. then hadta go library to borrow the much-famed albert lau book.. moment of anguish. hope itz not a moments spent reading it wont b full of anguish. hah.. ok, so not funny. i noe. met char and then we got caught by yati right in front of the library sheesh.. that stoopid cow. oh, i mean. yhetti. haha.. yati the yhetti.

went for lunch at coro. left me feeling extremely f-u-l-l. and the photocopy lady says im to collect the bk tmr.. no earlier than 5pm. bleah. and char!!.. had a good run at me todae man suaning me and suaning me like mad. hahaha we then went back to sch for training. amazingly.. i shot pretty well todae. not bad indeed.. im quite happy w myself. :).. haha... and the pumping.. hahahahah.. tt was much fun. :P duo xie wei jie.. otherwise.. all of us.. sure to b there trying to pump till the next dae. [k, cept for char.. the wonderwoman] [*btw.. did wonderwoman haf a theme song?] haha damn farnie lah.. teebean, melissa, ling zhi, char and i.. combined effort is like wei jie doing [alone]. sheesh. but tt was realli realli good for the laughs. i swear i cldn't stop laughing. :D

hmm.. and well.. anticiaption.. did u noe it can kill?.. sheesh. but well.. the anticipation didn't all go to waste. :) haha.. yeah wadeva. the song starts playing again. the same song tt inspired the new blog add.

im jus a crosshair.. im jus a shot awae frm u..

oh wells. tralalala.. all in all. i had a good time. EVEN IF i had many 'oh god.. smebody jus shoot me now' moments.. and brother paul popping by the range and all. hah.. wei wen's rxn was damn farnie. ;p

and the naughty girl typin here.. went for a run and everything. had dinner. helped char w sme random questions frm Brave New World. and then came here to do up the blog. neglecting any work i was supposed to do. thnkfully.. itz not anything tt's actually due. but yeah.. shld've been done lah. oh well.. maybe i may not go for econs extra lesson tmr.. and jus stay in sch and use tt extra time. [since im prolly going for hist extra lesson tmr] and i gotta pick up the photocopied stuff frm coro tmr too aniwae.

bugger. mom's bdae. hmm.. bdae present. and at the same time.. bleah. nvr realli been close to mom. shez like this other being.. too perfect.. expecting everybody else to reach the same levels of [irritatingly superb] organisation, precision and accuracy. [management basically]. and smetimes the unreasonable bit in her. bleah. and im prolly showing my ugly side here. bah.
-k jus ignore this para lah-

there is a satisfaction felt when u try ur best at smth and manage to get smth out of it. tt's wad i felt frm figuring out the html bit. well sme of it. hah.. oh and the most wonderful bit of todae?.. when i went for a run and ended up at the hill as usual.. and saw the sun outlining a cloud.. and the sun rays.. jus coming frm the cloud. so lovely. :D and well.. tt other bit tt i shan't write of cos. the bit tt char wld haf much fun teasing me abt.. til kingdom come [prolly]. hah.

and then there are times when happy feelings evaporate and is replaced by slight irritation.. due to smth smebody said/brought up. in this case dad. [abt the above para u're supposed to ignore]..

k.. aniwae.. im going to slp. im tired. and i shall try to keep alert during all lessons tmr. i hope religion lesson will b ok. wonder who the religion tchr is. noe her name but dont noe who she is. well.. will find out tmr anihow. wonder who will b in the class.. hmm..

*sleep deprived.
im going off now. nitez.

a wkend spent fairly

well.. for all tt's been done. i guess this long wkend hasn't been too bad.

• meeting w mel and the old SC company
• running at MacRitchie twice [fri and sun]
• mom's side hsewarming
• reading almost half wae thru LKY's memoirs
  [for background knowledge for singapore hist]
• finishing the Return of the Native
• doing the 'merger btw Singapore and Malaya' SBQ [L1-L6]
• doing sme of a mindmap of national income accounting [econs]..
• oh and well.. setting up this blog.

hmm.. not too bad lah cher.

*more reading to be done. LKY and the other hist bks i bought.
*more to be touched up for this blog
-need a tagboard!! and links.. and i want pics at the sides!!].
*more econs needing tending to.
-national income mindmap + more tys + reading the keysian notes.
****hmm. and at the present moment.. more slp needed. yes yes. im going to bed now.

gdnite everyone :]
(((hugz)))

i forgot to add..

that i am in mourning. nearly forgot to write abt a particular significant detail that occurred on thurs morning. *sobs*

before. the REALLI apt 'sign' [xmas present frm mark]
now my bag is bare. for the lovely sign that used to be pinned on the front.. is no more. it dropped off on mondae morning. smewhere btw where dad dropped me off jus in front of the bus stop and the walk frm there to class. *sobs*..

after. the 'sign' is gone. oohh the sadness. ;0(

if a picture paints a thousand words

yeah!!.. since im posting pictures.. i just hadta put this one up. my wonderful work of art tt i love so much. i put the collage together.. tt's why it isn't perfect. but i love it aniwae. :) and this is one picture.. im certain.. definitely paints a thousand words [and more].

ALIVE thailand collage :] 
Chiang Dao, Thailand. Baan Kae Noi Orphanage
28th Nov - 4th Dec 2004
St. Ignatius youth [ALIVE]

a motto, maybe?

ok ok.. so this gal is playing arnd w picasa and hello. jus having sme fun. :D
and at the same time.. motto for the year?


to be among the stars 

baan kae noi rawked my socks

was jus trying out hello and picasa and decided this was a realli nice pic i wldn't mind having here.


me and sme kids frm baan kae noi, thailand 

one of the happiest times in my life. ever. :)

starting out new again

well.. my dland blog.. seems to b down. and i've grown smewhat tired of it. smehow. and part of me.. thinks i might haf lost the impulse to write. maybe. but i guess.. todae.. i just sort of felt the impulse to start smth new. to jus get on and try smth new. so here we are.

i havne't realli been writing at length on the new sch yr so far. the three weeks into it that we've already come. time flies.. it barely feels like it. and to be so little thru a new yr.. and behold all tt's going to happen this yr.. is smewhat scary. a new yr.. hmm.. sme things change and sme stay the same. sme things u thot might've changed.. realli haven't changed that much after all. so much for that. but all in all.. i am.. glad to b back in sch again. CJ still remains.. a decision i dont regret making. coming to CJ has made a lot of things happen for me this yr. and helped me to realise [better] who i am. sort of. i think.

fridae.. was a busy dae. econs test was bleah.. gp essay was crap. [science and tech is AWFUL] i wld nvr in my right mind, write an essay on science and tech.. good grief. well.. the highlight was supposed to b dinner w sc friends. had pe and then bathed in sch and then left w char. pe was the slackest ever. and prolly the retard-ed ever. sheesh.. michael tan lah. but oh well. bathed and changed in sch toilet aft tt. super conscious of changing in sch. and thot indochine was like sme super posh kinda place. so i was kinda dressy lah. oh well. anihow.. dinner was pretty good. cept for the 5 dollar drinks. sheesh. meeting up w old friends.. hmm.. pple change lah.. let's sae. semi-dis-satisfied.. but well.. wad to do? it was still good to meet up i guess. then chatting w char aft tt.. left me kinda down. [no fault of char's!] yep.

i was numb yest.. and jus a bit down. then saw smeone at buona vista bus stop when we were on the wae[driving] to a relative's hsewarming. and seeing tt smeone made me think of smeone else. kinda wondered if we had passed jus a lil later.. if i wld've seen tt smeone else there. sheesh. [busybodies.. dont go poking around.. i wont mention names] but oh well. hmm.. then the high came after we went running at macritchie. CJ cross-country's coming up again.. and i hope to get within the top 15 this time. J1 yr.. caught me by surprise.. was realli happy tt i got 15th place.. :p heh.. this time.. well.. we'll hafta c. had a good run. and realli.. smetimes i feel there's nth tt can give u the same satisfactory high as a realli good run. :)

todae.. spent a good part of the dae reading LKY's memoirs.. for background knwledge for hist. ok lah.. tho i do wish the guy wrote more interestingly. it kinda put me to slp for abt half an hr earlier in the dae. sighs.. all cos van wanted to bring the laptop to sch for her presentation lah.. otherwise i wld've been doing the hist SBQ. so most of todae was spent with tt book.. and sme with Return of the Native. hmm.. smetimes.. i realli feel i cld b a Eustacia.. tho prolly a much less dramatic one. hah.

a new blog.. add inspired by u. sighs.

feelin super sian. despite my rather good mood aft church this evening. was out in the garden.. when the lyrics of the U2 song came to me. [also where the inspiration for my blog title came from]

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
Don't need it now
Was a beautiful day

aaah well.. shal busy myself with dressing up this new blog. :)
if you thot i'd b less longwinded.. hahaha.. :D